God is good

ok... hmm... today was really a long day... as i put on my 1st entry my granddaddy passed away... honestly i was so shocked tt i cldn't react.. and the worst part was tt i was at a party having a good time.. anyway... when the shock left i started crying.. as the tears came i just prayed tt my g-pa would some how resurrect and come to life cos he wasn't saved... but i kept hearing this thing coming back to me over n over again: wad if he's happy where he is? wad if he wants to stay where he is? i din get it.. but now i do.. i believe he's in heaven.. so we came to the hse and stayed 4 awhile...

i went hm and u noe there was no peace so i started reading the bible.. God's good.. i flipped 2 philippians and u noe wad He showed me? tt the peace of God that trancends all understanding guard my heart n mind.. then hebrews boldly run to the throne of grace where i can obtain grace n mercy.. suddenly peace just flooded me.. took away sum pain and helped me fall alsp..

2day i went to church n i happened 2 say something to tcher elizabeth when i started 2 cry again.. it hurt man... but woman of GOD.. she told me a lot of stuff that just reached in and touched me.. that closed tt hole of loss.. n pain... and i tell u link girls are babes! the best... if u wanna marry any girl make sure she comes frm the LINK... but too bad they're all too gd 4 u guys.. dora, lydia, denise and yx(non link babe) just comforted me... by just holding me.. it's God..

then service.. praise n worship... oh man GOD!! ur too good.. they sang 2 songs.. can't rem the titles though..

then i basically spent the day at my aunts hse.. i dunno why but there's this superstition thing (abt rabbits and monkeys) and i wasn't allowed 2 see my grandpa... AND it was only me! it was crap k... but oh well... i'll see him 4 eternity..

yup... i guess tts all my update 4 now... hmm.. i juz wanna say tt in the midst of the storm God is always faithful.. n while i'm in this i noe i'm gonna come out victorious.. cos tts wad we are : champions in Christ.. u noe the pain of loss is completely gone.. and i'm still very blessed amen.