LOVE

back again... haha... yup... i dunno maybe its cos i have a lot to say or wad... today's topic is..... LOVE!!!!! i noticed quite a lot of stuff over the past few days... n i thot it's really interesting... this love i'm talking abt is the relationship kinda love :)

as u all noe my grandpa juz passed away, all along i kinda din really think my grandma loved my grandpa tt much... weird rite... but its also bcos of a lot of things... 1stly they were matchmade (chinese custom), and i saw sum of their wedding fotos... my grandma din look tt happy... and since my aunt had my older cousin terence, my grandma moved out and since then (aprox 21 yrs) they've not been living together... and since i'm only 16 how wld i noe wad it used to be like rite? and when we had like dinners and stuff my grandma wld always sit at the kids table n my gramps at the adults one or vice versa.. and i always thot older folks were a bit more *ahem* rigid... like no affections kinda thing... but u noe wad was the sweetest thing? i realised tt my grams loves my gramps alot!!!!! she tried to keep herself busy to not start crying... but everytime she stopped... she just melted... n went into tears.. so my dad kept trying to keep her busy... i love my grandma... she's a really strong woman... u noe... n frm these few days i cld really see her love 4 everyone... her late husband... her children and her grandkids... even her son and daughters-in-law...

the second love i saw was the love between all the couples... basically my aunts and uncles... and esp my parents... aw... i love them... today was a really tough time for everyone bcos of the cremation... we went in... and everyone burst into tears.. it was a horrible experience... horrid... but yet i cld see how much everyone loved my grandpa... and a few times my dad had to go to the front.. everytime he came back juz to hold my mum's hand... and everytime my mum walked too fast she wld turn arnd and look 4 my dad to hold his hand... it was lovely... all the couples were amazing...

next was the love i saw in my cousin for my grandpa... terence has been staying with grandpa for abt 5 yrs i think... since he moved to the eunos apartment... its been really bad 4 him cos he was the one who found grandpa dead... he's the closest to grandpa... its been rough... he cried the loudest today... and it was heart-wrenching.. really painful... i cld see the way he wanted to go in and juz be with grandpa... he wanted so much done... made us fold gramp's favourite cigarettes to burn at the thing... he kept going to pay respects... n stayed over practically every nite to take care of the stuff and the casket... it's amazing...

the next was with my aunt, uncles and dad... the order from the oldest is uncle, dad,aunt,uncle... my aunt is also really close to grandpa... she also burst when she saw the casket going into the "furnace"... suddenly all her brothers juz reached out to pat her to comfort her... to put an arm arnd her...

this next love is one i've been observing 4 awhile now... my uncle (the one married to my dad's sister) loves my cousins alot (3 boys terence, derek n ron btw i got to name ron... haha after ronald macs... or at least i gave the idea when i was 6 n they decided to call him ron)i mean he's their dad... he's quite a good dad... i think he doesn't really noe how to express his love... but he's always there 4 them... always concerned... and always buying them stuff... they have 2 playstations... each of them have their own tvs coms rooms etc...yeah... tts his love...

the last love is the only one that really matters... the one tt i've had all my life and the one u all have as well... THE LOVE OF GOD.... He showed me noe... i noe we have to live by faith n all tt but u noe Daddy is the sweetest... when we're feeling like crap he just sends stuff to comfort us... we're always in his arms of love... n guess wad? the rest of the loves may die out but u noe wad? GOD's LOVE NEVER FAILS