a little bird, my goal n BS

oh well... three things tt have made me happy, sad n extremely happy... :) haha ya.. ok rubbish the second one. well well u noe i've kinda moved hse now n there's this little bird moved hse wif me (yes i'm talking about the kind with a beak n wings). it's green. n small i dunno wad kind of bird it is tho. anyway, at my old hse, there was one the same breed as this but i'm not sure if it's the same one. that one used 2 fly into my house through the living room daily. then after awhile it started visiting my window at about 8am every morn and chirp at the window cos i slept with the windows open to let in the real cool breeze. it's lovely waking up to the sound of nature n everything. tt's the thing i miss about my old home: sleeping without aircon and not feeling hot at all. anyway, now at my new house this little feller built it's nest outside my window... so since i'm rather attached to it i wanna name it. was thinking wigglesworth cos when it crawls into it's nest it wiggles it's tail. n after man of God wigglesworth. but then again i wanted 2 name him john. after (*ahem*) john stevens (woo!!), n since it's outside my toilet... or sumthing to do with the birds of the air verse. but oh well. gotta give it some thot. was gonna name it envy but my mum doesn't like it haha. so...

n i think i've gained weight! noo... actually it may not be cos the weighing scale's still the same. but i think the fat left where it was supposed 2 be n went to places where it shouldn't be! oh well after 4 mths of slacking around... so after last night's bs i am going to make jogging (the grossiest thing in the world) a goal. oh man... darn! ok i can't complain i've got my whole neighbourhood to jog around without being spotted if i go at the right time haha. ya my mum insists that i go cos i laze around too much. so monday i'm going. in Jesus name it'll be good amen!

LAST NITE'S BS WAS FANTASTIC!!!! this guy called Peter Daniels spoke. he's 72 and doesn't look a day older than 60! man.. he's this rich man who started poor. he had a call to become a end time financier n he came to share but the basic thing about his sharing last nite (seminar like rather) was to dare to dream big! he got 4 pple on stage n to list 3 very materialistic things that they wanted. n suddenly i realised (i'm sure everyone else did too) that listing 3 materialistic things were so difficult! to say we really want them. at first i was really shocked but after awhile it was like "yeah! wow! i really can ask God for anything!" really u noe. God needs end time people who are willing to dream BIG and live for him, Peter Daniels stressed. and it's so true! suddenly i'm not afraid to dream BIG n know that God will give me the ability to carry it to the natural. suddenly abundant life is so much more than i ever expected! it's more than just divine health and all that. it's divine health to a very high level. pastor Joshua also said that when u think that ur life is going fine and u don't need restoration, it's a lie. the devil has taken away so much. GOd will restore much much more! 7 times more. so even if nothing's missing in your life just claim! take it anyway. i couldn't figure out how the two linked last nite when i got home but tonite i realise that the link is that when u begin to dream BIG and live out your dreams, the life u live will be taken to a much higher level of abundance!

another thing is that Mr. Daniels was using material stuff as an example. i've seen so many poor Christian men make it rich so i have no doubt that God will give material(sometimes when He doesn't give it may be for your good). imagine how much God will give us physical healing, health, emotional stability and spiritual acceleration! these things are far more important and He will surely give. How much do we wanna receive? i can't say i noe everything. i'm still learning to trust God with all my heart. trust Him completely. but this has really done wonders to my walk with Jesus. i hope it does to yours too :) be blessed!