Sassy, Single n Satisfied

not being cocky or anything but this really describes me rite now! haha.. i've been listening to pastor's tapes about choosing the right life partner. when i first started, my mum got a bit freaked cos she thought that i was thinking about choosing my life partner alrdy haha. but really somehow i think this 4tape series is the thing teenage girls should be listening to. really! it made me especially happy being single. why? because it's made me set my standard higher on choosing a future partner and knowing that Jesus will provide when the time comes.

i used 2 be the kind of person who had tons of crushes. but never had a bf because i never allowed myself to have one because i insist on giving my future husband the best in me (that blessed man!). but being the romantic that i am. crushes came about naturally. i especially like guys who are suave (okok i like john stevens quite geeky but he rocks! yes lydia!.... hmm...) n do nice things for me so it was fast. even recently i've had crushes. but as i continued to grow in the Lord, things started to change. not because i was faithful in doing my QT etc but because He is faithful. being sassy single and satisfied is coming to the place where Jesus is no. 1. where knowing that He loves us is enough. not that i've become anti male! no way! i still wanna get married but i've come to learn that Daddy will provide. no such thing as the perfect choice but there is a very good choice out there. focusing my eyes on guys won't make me anyone. focusing my eyes on Jesus makes me a success. makes me more attractive and all. afterall like what pastor said, "marriage is not two halves coming together to become one whole but two wholes joining together held by God."

i juz wanna say that this feeling of being me is lovely and extremely satisfying. it's brought alot of security and just amazing joy. i pray that all of u will come to enjoy this feeling soon. He's the man! amen! haha.. :)