too self-righteous

tonite i was yet again watching america's next top model. and there are 4 left :shannon (woohoo! pretty), adrienne, elyse n robin... n robin got kicked out! YES!

but she's my topic for tonite. i was reading today's newspapers with an interview with adrienne n she said tt she thinks robin has a few demons on her own. haha... honestly i don't like robin. not because she's big but because she's too religious! i love my Jesus alot. robin actually makes me cringe everytime she talks about "my religion" n i actually thot once, "man, i don't wanna be a christian! then suddenly eh! i am a christian!" haha.. now i noe wad turns pple off being a christian. but the thing is being christian and being religious are two totally different extremes. being religious is being under law. being christian is being under grace. robin gave pple a really bad impression of christians which i totally can't stand. when we say we're living for Jesus, true there are certain things we won't do for the sake of our integrity n all but it doesn't mean shoving our relationship (christianity isn't a religion it's a relationship with God) at others even if it's true that they won't be going to heaven. no one will want to receive Christ that way. there have been things that i've done that shocked everyone in my sch and it's besides the fact that i'm a prefect. i dyed my hair (after i graduated frm mg k) n this religious girl in my class was like but u cant! ur a christian! there's no where that says that in the bible. anyway, i think the way we act as christians really make a difference in the world. i've heard so much how pple don't wanna become christians yet nothing about pple not wanting to become other religion followers. obviously the devils trying to stop us. the way we behave makes a difference yet it's really the "self-righteousness" n law stuff that actually stifles pple n stops them frm wanting to be christians. pple are going to put u on the spot like "oh but ur a christian" it's time to change their views about us! let's live the Jesus life! the abundant life! where our focus is Jesus cos tt's when everything else will be added on. let pple not "oh but ur a christian" us anymore. but when they see us they want to join us. yet don't worry about converting everyone. focus more on Jesus cos tt's when things will happen.

juz to encourage abit i had this classmate whose mum was rather against Christianity and alot of my classmates kept asking her to go to church but she would always make up some excuse. then she became a really good friend of mine n i didn't even bother asking her to go to church. bcos her bro knows kev, so one day she was talking about us and her mum asked how did i noe kev n which church we were from. n i juz shared as and when i felt like i could. and during the exams i told her not to worry and everything. then i didn't see her for awhile but the next time i saw her, she told me that she actually went to church with her mum! her cuz brought her. see it wasn't me. it's definitely Jesus. He used me and others along the way and finally she went. the day's gonna come when she herself has a full revelation of Christ n wants Him. so don't force. Just follow His flow ya?