i'm in love!

helloz... still in the midst of my orientation. can i say i've had tons of favour.. seriously praise God. but really enough of me. i'm juz having such a good time. well i juz had this revelation during caregroup n since some of u actually are nice enough 2 read this here goes: the revelation of knowing that u are blessed (because u are) will make the things u want and need in life materialise. but i'm sure everyone noes tt. but it sounds really chim eh? haha.. well... as i've been typing i've juz realised how much i've been learning so far... how much God's word means to me now. How much God means to me because i mean so much 2 Him. i've fallen in love wif someone who has been in love wif me since the beginning of time. yes God. i'm not being lame. but juz as i was thinking about it He doesn't only juz love me He's IN love wif me! oh how much it makes me wanna love him back. (ok this is flowing suddenly i dunno why) pastor says we're like married 2 Mr. Jesus. haha... yeah... tts me. i'm married 2 my Jesus. it's definitely a relationship. i've been lying on my bed lately every nite (i sleep really early now so tt i have energy for sch the next day.. it's amazing how much i really love sch), and b4 i go 2 sleep, i juz talk 2 God.. as in in human language n in tongues. wadever it is He understands. there was one nite i rem i was really bogged down wif some really dumb bimbo stuff and i juz had 2 let it go.. i juz let it go 2 the Lord for like a really long time... i keep on going til i'm drained.. til i have none of me left. then He comes n fill me up wif all of Him. it's our relationship: giving and taking. i give Him my sorrows my cares my fears, He takes them and gives me His peace, wisdom n everything i need in life. and i take. how simple it's become... oh man... Jesus the love of my life. i'm definitely the love of His.. praise God... :)