Salt in a tasteless world
 
hmm.. they changed this font n everything i dunno how 2 use it anymore.. haha.. so this may look different. anyway, tt day i was having a mass chat session wif about 8 pple in my class. and it was pretty ok until one of the guys said, "hey wad would u do if u only had this last day to live?" i immediately replied that i'll enjoy life cos i knew where i was going the next day. another guy said "i'll stay at home". the guy who asked this qs said "i'll go look for the girl that i like and confess that i like her". then the second guy said wad about ur family? the 1st said oh they can follow me go look for the girl. then it shifted on to family and all i remember about that was that suddenly one of the girls said "please lor. my family doesn't even give a damn about my problems" i was like shocked. this is a depressing world we live in. we have alot of fun in class an everywhere but after tt nite's conversation i suddenly realised that they actually weren't that happy pple. in fact in retrospect, i realised that i'm the only one who really really enjoys myself ALL the time! b4 we say oh pathetic pple, remember that without Jesus we'd be just like them. maybe even worse. i'm really starting to see my call for this season as dcn chin was saying. i'm starting to see that wherever we are, where we've been placed is definitely divine appointment from God. even when we're not really enjoying life trust God tt we will. instead of being suprised when something good happens we should be surprised when nothing happens. like if i'm feeling like i'm lacking in favour i always say, "shouldn't i be having more favour in this area? afterall i'm Daddy's girl." and suddenly the favour starts pouring in.  don't waste where God has placed you cos thru u He's gonna do alot.
 
another thing i realised is that b4 Daddy uses u supernaturally (actually putting where u are is already supernatural), ur frenz have 2 learn to trust u naturally. and i believe for me tt's coming already. watch out devil. the salvation of my family and frenz is coming. and very soon.  pple, we have something very special u noe. don't take His love for u for granted. last nite i was juz thinking about all this and another thing and i suddenly realised how undeserving i was. how small, how unworthy. w/o Jesus i'd really be nothing. how blessed we are to be the chosen and called of the Lord's and to be able to be young and used by God. yup :) we're really blessed! (not because of anything but because He loves us so much amen?)
 
ps after that the cute guy in my course doesn't matter so much anymore... oh well...