Jesus my everything

tonite's gig was fantastic! tho there were major hiccups in my section of duty praise God... it was really Daddy that saw my section thru so smoothly... Daddy just know how important some things are to me... He knows things that will really make me smile... cos i was doing bag collection, and i actually had 2 stay at the counter the whole nite to take care of the bags... but when they were starting i really longed to go to the front and jump myself happy! and praise God! dion.. u are so precious... he offered 2 take care of the bags so that i could go to the front and enjoy myself! then nick also stayed 2 help... i can't imagine but little actions like that that you thot wouldn't actually affect anything made such a big difference to the night i ended up having... i ended up having such a good time... thank u guys so much... u really made my day... praise God!!!

i've also come 2 realise the honour that Daddy gives us... things we THINK we deserve when we actually don't... like big positions in our life to touch another life, to make the difference... we on our own really can't.. but we in Jesus can do everything... me being an extremely full of pride person (last time... i'm changed by grace amen!) fell alot of times.. cos each time i was given something great position wise i always took it as my ability... in fact it's the Jesus ability in me... yet God's v gracious towards me... i've come 2 realise after some hardknocks and after some amazing situations (where i wasn't like "punished" to realise... but in fact my eyes were simply opened to it those are fantastic..), that wherever we're placed, the "high" positions we're given are all by the grace of God... no matter how high the position, there'll come the day when no one rems... when no one actually cares... and the only one who will is Jesus.. and the so very precious thing about all this is that He's the one who remembers and yet He was the one who gave it to us? oh i'm not going thru any sort of like sad moment or anything... lol... but it's really precious how the ONE who has given us everything, when we do a good job which is totally by His grace, He gives us a pat on the back and says, "well done my love.." man... wad a good God we have... where we're placed, the positions we're given aren't for our glory... it's for us to glorify God.. for us to touch lives through Him... the vessels... wah praise God man... He really loves us... blessed blessed... :)