so many things!!

actually i've got lotsa things to say.. haven't been blogging and accumulated alot of thoughts revelations and stuff... all i gotta say is that Daddy's faithful with revelations in hand to bless us.. recently i've been very blessed by *ahem* downloaded music. lol. and alot of them are actually songs i've never heard b4 and just downloaded for fun.. not even knowing whether they're christian music anot. but i've been v blessed.

why try to encourage no downloading when it's so readily available and mp3s use mp3s and not cds?

one qs i've been debating with my classmate ashik for a while now.. i think it's so silly when ipods, mp3s are so in and the most easy way of putting the music into ur mp3s and stuff is through downloading music.. taking them from cds u still have to rip them or something or other.. see!? i don't even know! anyway. i've decided to buy some new cds... with those songs that i adore.. if anyone wants to bless me feel free to ask me which cds they are.. i'm shameless. but in Christ i can be. so i'd like to get a new discman cos i know i'm far to lazy to put songs into the mp3 and my old one is so old.. and maybe a new mp3 for fun.. lol.. thank u Daddy.

a song:

as i've mentioned i've been really blessed by songs recently. i love music. anyway, there's this song called I SEE LOVE. about seeing Jesus the way He actually is. but i don't know who it's sung by. either third day or steven curtis chapman i'm not sure. if anyone knows can tell me please? thanks. when i find the lyrics i shall post it.

change is exciting :)

i am soo excited for all those moving on to campus actually. lol. and i'm excited to go to campus cg - SP!!!!!!!! wowowooo.. haha.. i've never been but i think it's time. u noe when ur in ministry or esp serving it's impt to have friends. i learnt this from mandy. i am extremely blessed to have a leader to be accountable to, youths whom i adore with my heart (the love of Jesus otherwise i wouldn't), and friends. but i think friends can increase. and to include my future husband. (after watching the norwegian youth pastors.. aw man..... i wanna get married! now! no i'm kidding!!) to have Godly support who are the same age as u who go through the same things as you is really something. like what the leaders in campus were sharing. i'd love to have friends in SP tt i can hang out with during lunch and all that.. and i'm sure Daddy will take care of my making of Godly friends cos i know that when He puts the desire He makes it happen for me. amen. :)

i fell in love with YOU

on the bus after fri bs i just felt the love of God wash over me like waves. over and over again. i saw the greatest love story of the cross and saw myself there. all the while Jesus looking at me and loving me. everytime i'm taken in by what seems to be attractive in this world as love, Daddy just pulls me back into His love.

i think recently the messages in church have been getting better and better and better.. i'm really glad for that. cos i know i'm one who needs so much reminder of the love of God. cos this is the love that holds me tight in the middle of the night when i'm alone. this is the love that understands whatever i am going through. this is the love that overcomes.

i've got my hands at redemption's side
whose scars are bigger than these doubts of mine...