dare2play, praise Jesus and the pope

thank God for holidays. two months finally. ok i shall start with the least impt thing again. haha. it's like when i don't write i don't write for a long time but when i do i write really long. God bless you readers.

anw, firstly and least impt i think benjamin bratt is cute. after watching miss congeniality (i love (looking at) cute guys lol). woo!

ok on to the praise Jesus thing. i got an ipod shuffle! praise GOD! i dunno how. but my dad (God is Daddy. my dad i usually call pap but i can't really call him that here now can i?) got it for me. oh and another thing i actually got a "job". haha. me the princess heiress who has not worked more than a week in her entire life. finally praise God and it's jewellery!! how cool is that. my fav clothing article now. anw it was like my mum's fren asked me if i wanted to do it. actually i'm kinda in it for working experience. n being happy about spending my own cash (tho not alot except like commission). i don't do that very often (none in fact) so i'm really happy Daddy God is teaching me some responsibility stuff and all.

ok now to the pope. with all due respect. i mean we're all precious in Daddy's eyes. it just so happened the pope was the pope. anw i was just reading around really curious about this whole thing. cos u noe alot of pple confuse Christianity with Catholism. but really they are different. and i noe i tend to not be courteous to other religions or sensitive so thank u Jesus. so i was just browsing around yahoo news before i decided writing and i chanced upon an article about some of the things tt the pope did.

and one thing i read was that the pope was saddened by "how some used freedom". even before reading i knew God was just gonna teach me another lesson about His grace. i read about how the pope's messages were about freedom, about peace, about service and love to God. guess what? i was wondering at first why the message of freedom didn't set people free but in fact made people actually want to sin more, to have abortions, to follow the carnal, to have sex scandals. because talking about freedom does not set people free! his messages were just the fruits. fruits of GRACE. only grace can set people free from bondage of sin. by just looking at this very important life figure to many millions ( i heard a billion from my television), i've learnt one thing : GRACE is going to be the only thing that touches my life now. the love and the grace of God. cos that is the thing that truly TRULY sets me free.

another thing was how they mentioned that their light had died. if i'm not wrong catholics believe that God is the only one to be worshipped but Jesus is not the only way. Jesus IS the only light in this dark and dying world. i'm just the lamp post. without the fire and light inside i'm nothing. the world around me would still be dark. another thing that was quite outstanding was the pope's death and kenneth e. hagin's passing away. i kinda saw comparison cos of their age closeness. one died in sickness. but one passed away in good health. could someone explain that? (ok rhetorical. don't explain to me lol)

DARE TO PLAY WAS FANTASTIC! i'm kinda tired of typing already lol. but u noe wad touched me the most? the way the older ones loved the darlings that i've been loving all this while. lol. thank you all for loving the p6s. i know that the p6s love you back. i told Daddy God last night after all the hype and stuff that i wanted to be the last person after Him that would stop loving these youths. and He told me, "just let me love you and that will never happen." amen. from God my Daddy to the new found friends i made. i just praise God.

another thing is that a few weeks back i was feeling lonely. about the relationships thing? rem the last entry? so anw. God is good. not only did i start talking to my last time best friend again. we got to do duty together n it was a precious time. i got to noe her friend n now i treasure her friend now my friend too. and God has really been speaking and speaking to me over and over again. during one service in church the one joy was leading worship, she just said that God will never leave us nor forsake us. that one statement broke down the wall i was building up around myself. then during dare2play worship, i just felt the presence of God so strong. in that loving way that words cannot describe. a presence of love so sweet and tender, of a light that chased away the darkest parts of me. a love everlasting. my Daddy really loves me.


Blessed (happy) is the man whom thou choosest(appoint, excellent, acceptable), and causest to approach(bring near) unto thee, that he may dwell(reside and permanently stay) in thy courts: we shall be satisfied(full have plenty of) with the goodness(in the widest sense) of thy house, even of thy holy temple.