first day of poly year 2: what was meant for evil became good

anw b4 i talk about school and my "THANK YOU JESUS I CAN'T DO W/O U" day... someone left a comment on my blog saying that i must be from new creation and wanted to look for the your fav name is Father song? it's by newsong and u can get it from newcreation rock book centre if you want the cd.. i can send to u but who are you? lol come say hi again ok??

k anw... my first day of school was quite mad.. as in i got quite discouraged and angry. well as it is i wasn't in the mood to go back to sch.. and i had to inform my lecturers that i was taking two weeks off.. going to bengen and then after that for the adventure camp.. and straight away they told me no. as if they had all the power to say no. i've already paid and i'm going.. but they were so discouraging! and told me that i would be missing out and not be able to catch up with everyone (WHICH I BIND IN JESUS NAME!)..

so now i'm supposed to let my director noe.. and let her approve which is rather strange considering that when u hand in a leave of absence form u only do it when u get back. so isn't that like not even asking for her approval anyway!? weird..

but i'm going to have alot (SUPER ABUNDANT MUCH MORE THAN I CAN HOPE FOR OR IMAGINE) favour with her in Jesus name!

praise God.. i was so upset that i just wanted to get out and not talk to anyone. fortunately they all left so i din have to go anywhere. but i let a couple of pple noe.. t val, charissa, and shijie cos he's helping me do up the letter and yongjie.. i was practically looking for yongjie (praise God for sch mates from church) and all of them were really encouraging... reminding me that my God loves me. that my God will take care of everything for me. and i really started to hear good things and it really changed the situation and my mind (talk abt metanoya).. it was fabulous..

and my lecturer asked me whether i managed to get it approved and he sounded quite concerned in a nice "i hope you can go" kind of way.. so praise God.. but i don't really care wad he says anw..

but i noe my God is good. i mean i'm not saying i'm looking to man or anything.. but really when you're down Godly support is so important.. it made such a difference.. reading an sms is much easier than reading the bible in class.. knowing that you have someone cheering you on is so precious. and when they point you back to God it's so much clearer to see.

so whatever the devil meant for bad against me God turned into good.. again lol

strike out devil. take a seat and shut up.

thank you Jesus!! ur the best..