throw out the bond woman! cos SARAH IS IN DA HOUSE!

lol actually it's more like throw out the bond voman. anw. lol pastor Aage (pronounced as as orgay) was really good. i really love norway altho i've never been there (i'm going to marry a norwegian jew). i'm really privileged cos i got to meet the youth pastors who are so cool. u noe the thing about being in the same camp the benjamites (grace ones), i really felt like he was family. and i received alot from him.

anw it's really in line with what i've been going thru. like quite a bit at least. anw background: in my interior design course, there are a couple of Christians. but i'll just talk about three. ok so there's me (haha! praise Jesus), a guy called roy who really has so much zest for God and is like totally involved in church, and another guy called hendry who doesn't really dare to admit he's a Christian.

so why the three. quite amazingly. by grace i'm under grace. roy is sort of a mixture thing (i learnt when i spoke to him today) and hendry is more law than grace.

b4 i start let me tell all sec sch students, the heart of God church rite if u get below 18 points for o levels u'll get an ipod shuffle! so go go go! and bring one more back for dora ok she wants one.
(i'm not being sarcastic but might as well go get rite)

before i start let me just say i'm not knocking anyone i'm just illustrating from real life. i'm not saying i'm perfect. cos it's by grace that i'm under grace and i pray that God show them too.

anw let's start with the more law than grace one, ok he's v self effort. like he has to do things really well by his own effort otherwise he gets really angry and stuff. like if somethings slowing him down he gets really cranky and starts banging the stuff against the table. came to a point his second best guy friend who's also my second best guy friend told me he was rather scared of him. yeah and sorry to say this but he doesn't really like dare to admit that he's a christian unless ur a christian. and he picks up alot of the bad stuff my other classmates do. again i'm not knocking him it's illustration ok?

then there's roy. i was just sitting next to him today. he's really passionate for God. like he was drawing up his timetable for this week and practically every day it's about going to church to help out in something or other. and their youth min there is quite big too (i think abt dare size) surely by grace. but we kinda came to one topic where we couldn't agree on. cos he was said " i feel really upset when i see the pastor having altar call and people walk out. u noe wad it means? these people don't fear God." i was like shocked! i mean ok it happens in new crea too but our deacons always just remind us and stuff for the benefit of the unbornagain children of God. i was really shocked when he said that so i said but it doesn't matter that much cos God still loves these people even if they don't fear him, and he said yeah but there's still judgement. huh?? i was like there's no more judgement!! anw it's abt revelation. if they don't understand that then it's no point telling them. i mean in ncc too rite it happens, but we don't shoot them down (except maybe that one time pastor said all of you who leave now will go to hell. but he was just joking). yeah and he believes that tho we're saved by grace we have to work towards the standard of God. after being in new creation for quite a bit of time, that's like bondage to my ears. i felt like the devil trying to grab hold of my liberty in Christ and put me back under the law again. i mean again i say i'm not all there yet. there are still alot of things i'm learning. but again i say by the grace of God what ever i've fallen short His grace is sufficient.

as for me, i'm just Daddy's precious child. the one He loves the most.

lol i think they're prob thinking the same thing as me poor charis(roy/hendry) here thinks she's can live the way she does without a doubt in her life(with the law).

fact is: i can. praise Jesus!

i'm really blessed to be in newcreation under pastor prince.

but as well as welcoming the prodigal younger son, the Father loved the older son as well and he did say everything was his as well. so i'm learning to love them as well. i just kinda feel sad for them that i don't have to do a thing for God for Him to love me, but they feel they have to achieve his love and they shouldn't get Him angry. how can that be the good news?

but honestly then again there are really passionate youths out there who live in the house with abraham, sarah, isaac, AND hagar and ishmael. according to my dad (who used to be in a mixture church), he told me that why pastor prince and pastor aage actually became grace preachers is also because of the way they asked God. he says that normally in a brethren church, they'll do everything, plan all night long and stuff, then ask God to bless not so much asking God what to do. so see how good my God is? He still blesses. always and always.

yeah.. we're all in this together afterall.

throw out the bond voman! cos SARAH IS IN THE HOUSE! :) grace amazing.