favour of God protects me like a shield

You will deliver me
Your truth will be my shield
Jesus you cover me in your Love no fear prevails..

there is one thing that i've never thanked God for and i want to today. i thank God for what Pastor Chin did on saturday with the guys - leading them in prayer and showing them how they are the pillars in the church to protect the weaker vessels. i really believe that in the days to come we'll see our young men become all that God wants them to be. like Boaz with a respect for the females and with a stand to protect the virtues of the woman he loved.

i envy those girls who have our Campus guys in their classes and around them. today i had the worst experience ever in my life. i was harrassed by a guy from my class nonstop about whether i would go out with a guy like him or like date him (as if my taste was so bad). and i ignored him and told him no and to get lost but he kept doing it and he says it's to irritate me. the hardest part to swallow was that the other guys around (we were walking to the mrt) din even protect me. i'm not gonna go on cos it's not important. not gonna give weight.

the thing was that at first i was irritated and when i came home i felt so harrassed (i think shock) that i started crying (thank God not much tho). on the bus to buy stuff with the group of them i was like "God!! now's the time when i need a man of God!! to protect me" then God showed me that He's the God that's protecting me.

and i realised if my dad or my brother heard about what happened they would seriously kick this guy's butt. i think my dad would even beat him up if he knew his darling girl was harrassed like that. and God showed me that He was more jealous and protective of my safety than my dad was. and He knew. i could never tell my dad (for fear of what he would do). come to think of it. i think God (the best Father ever) wants to beat the guy up (Holy anger style) if i can say so reverently.

Jesus you cover me in your Love no fear prevails..

like what Pastor Prince preached yest if i make light of what happened, it's placing a curse on the person and the devil. i know that this is from the devil. to throw me off. i have been so blessed by the messages Pastor Prince preached recently esp on fri BS and on sunday. i just started reading "the kiss of Heaven" by Darlene Zschech and listening to Steven Curtis Chapman's "Declaration" cd and it's amazing. today during lunch, yongjie and hogan and i were discussing the goodness of God and encouraging one another in the Lord. so i know that this is just a trial.

i believe that my God is a good God. He's my Boaz and my protector. amen.

p.s. come to think of it it's just an outside thing! yay! the devil cannot get me from the inside! cos that's where Jesus is dwelling!